One woman’s powerful anointed
testimony about how God kept her from childhood tragedies,
teenage trauma, and sexual abuse.
Just when she thought she had found refuge and safety in
God…she went into a 15 year spiritual warfare.
When the devil gave her all he could, read about how she yet
held on to God waiting for deliverance from the hand of a
false prophet. She was inspired to write about her painful
past of her childhood and spiritual warfare in the church
she thought she would never be delivered from.
“Pastors are not being held accountable for the leadership
of God’s people and not only are they wrong, but we re wrong
when we continue to support those churches by sitting back
and not speaking out. I cannot and I will not be silent
anymore.”.
Not only that, he assured me that there
was no one in that church strong enough for me to talk to,
especially Dee Dee. He would even tell me sometimes after a
very spirit filled service, when I had purged and really got
blessed on the altar; “God really delivered you…hold on to
it…you’re gonna need it.”
Imagine being a fourteen year old and in a traumatic abusive
relationship like that with no one who could really help.
That Monday, with a swollen finger and a mother that worked
days, I called Carla to my house pleading for an answer. He
showed up. I was terrified he would try to kill me. I begged
her to convince him that I was not there and that she was at
my house watching my brother. I was up in my room in a
corner praying that he would just leave. He did not buy
that. He came up to my room put his big dark hands around my
neck…
Tears ran down my face as I tried to sing to the Glory of
God and my heart was flooded with blood as I tried to hold
myself together.
We didn’t have a natural gun to our heads but we had
spiritual guns held to our souls.
